I know what you mean Sarah, everything you feel is multiplied enormously and time seems to stand still. It seems like you are living a life that is detached from the rest of the world. In time to come, you and your siblings will have an even stronger bond. Live in the moment and treasure it, your Mum is so blessed to have you all and obviously she knew it. Take care of yourselves, do and say whatever feels right to you. Blessings.